What am I doing?


One more day and I feel like cr*p… My mum has been with me this last week and I haven’t been able to do any gear at all…

She’s leaving tomorrow and I guess I will be back to my own miserable existence… Counting pennies for dope and not eating at all.

What am I doing? I know this is killing me and making me bankrupt, yet I keep having a go at it in every chance I have…

Now I am kind of clean but all I think of is scoring some gear and finding a spot to smoke it – it will be hard to do it at home until mum goes…

What am I doing?