Well, since yesterday morning, I have hit a whole new low… I wake up dope sick in the morning.
Worst part is my withdrawals are mostly psychological and this can turn my mind into a very dark and scary place.
Everything in the world seems bad and I feel like there is no possible solution to any of my problems.
Luckily something good came out of this. Have been seeing C and while she’s mostly only met my dark side, she didn’t run away. How lovely is that? She’s also been a great support for the last few days. I really don’t think I would have made it safely without her around…