8 Months And So many Changes


It’s nearly the end of November and for a long, long time, I haven’t even thought of this diary – nothing new there, to be honest. Just been so busy that most the time i can’t even remember about my past – mind you, I still have times where all the darkness comes down my mind all at once.

Had another couple reductions and, best of all, I am no longer under supervised consumption! Gosh, you can’t realize how free you feel until you wake up and don’t have to drag yourself to the chemist anymore…

Another advantage of twice a week pickup is that you can sort yourself out when it comes to reducing your dosage. I am now down to 20ml a day and didn’t even suffer any withdrawal symptoms.

At the end of the day, it is all in your mind and if you have someone by your side that understands and believes in you, it makes your life so much easier! C has been my rock, this whole time and I, hand on heart, really believe I wouldn’t have come this far without her in my life.

Keep yourself busy, believe in yourself (even if no one else does), congratulate yourself for every little victory, set your own goals and never ever give up. No matter what lies ahead, if you got to the point of needing help, it only means that what’s to come can only be better than yesterday’s…